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Stories Of Creativity

The Life I Am Looking For

 

          
      One thing I have ever been searching for is real love.
I don't want a fling, one night stand, or superficial affection. I am searching for the right woman to settle down with. I don't want a weak woman, nor a pushover. I don't want a woman who is obedient to me, nor controlling of me. I want an interdependent relationship. Compromise comes from mutual understanding. I am an introvert, and extrovert person. I respect alone time and am not a jealous person. I am confident in myself, I would expect the same from the woman who I am with. She must be secure in herself. For from what I understand, the more self assured you are about your abilities and inabilities, the more competent you are as a person. Being reliable in the aspect of your other half knowing who you are, and that you can handle yourself. Mutual trust is far more important to me than appeasement through temporary actions and/or behavior.
      I play the long game, I don't care for temporary satisfaction. I plan and organize my life not around the in the moment, but deep in the future, for time moves in one direction. I understand that the past is the present and the future. What you do determines how you are remembered after you die! I am good with math, I pay my bills on time, I negotiate rent, bills, and other financial services. I am good with managing my resources, staying healthy, fit, and passionate in my life. I dream about the day that I die of old age. The day where I get to look into the eyes of my own family and reminisce about what they achieved for they are the window to whether or not I was a good father and husband. My children should be better than myself, in all aspects. It's not about the first impression, but the way people remember you after you are no longer around. I want a wife, a family and to die a real man. I want not perfection, but self-betterment. 
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Below are only my most preferred preferences, not truly tangible to my mundane preferences. I am flexible on aesthetics and am reasonable on traits. I don't believe in perfection, I believe more in the ability to use reasoning over judgment.

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My perspective of a Woman who Epitomizes my ideals

My  perspective of Attractiveness 

Jet Black Hair -
The Darker the hair the better. 

 

Dresses with a sense of style and class. She is so self aware of herself that she doesn't over dress up and put too much makeup or accessories. She will change her style and even dress in rags. She is Ok with being dirty, hurt, bloody, bruised, stinky, and greasy. Yet she is habitually maintaining her health and hygiene

Captivating eyes -
God the eyes. Eyes seriously are the window to a person's soul (Their True feelings). Looking at the eyes and them being unique is stunning
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Who is :

Intellectually proficient  while having habitual Interests in nerd culture  

Athletic enthusiasm : ecstatic about doing strenuous and dangerously Reckless physical activities

Sassy and sarcastic while not being cruel or degrading 

Places her stubborn and determination towards goals and ambitions; While not being naive or arrogant. Maintaining the habits of placing others over herself and her needs or wants. 

 She is courageous and competent in her abilities and altruism. Being able to recover from any Arduous situations. She is aware of and reads others body language and subtle emotional cues. 

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Conclusion

I am vastly more attracted to someone who has similar hobbies and activities

And is completely an individual and not someone who searches for superficial emotional support.

I am looking for a woman who is gorgeous, intelligent, athletic, knows what she wants, has a solid solicitude Ethos, A good hearted woman who has self awareness/self respect, and has respect for others while aware of other's emotional areolas. 

My Future That I am Fighting To Achieve.....

I desire to have  at least two Children...

Mira  Bell Athena  Tepes.

Talos  Bell Apollo  Tepes

MANOR HOUSE...

Around 6 or more bedrooms, with   

  multiple bathrooms. 3 to 4 car  

garage with dream vehicles.

Solar panels on roof. Individual

room AC units. Water tank built

in the entire house walls

connected to multiple filtration

and purification circulation

systems. Whatever is a long

term benefit will be considered.

OFFICE STUDIES -

  One for my Wife and the other 

one is for me. The office is our

escape caves from the outside

world and stress. Will have

multiple locks on the door.

  will be soundproof...

CHILDREN'S​ ROOMS...

They will have separate rooms

that they can Also escape from  

reality and Stress.

Will be  soundproof.

PLAY ROOM..

  Will Have All The Things For  

Any Entertainment Purposes;

Will Be Soundproof.

Beauty

Beauty is more than just in the eyes. It is in the soul. The soul of fate, destiny, and two wills colliding to form one aureola of true love. Love is not just being kind or generous. Love is passion, strength through connecting wills. Freedom of self expression without fear of the other not being able to express their difference between them. Yin and yang, good traits and bad traits. It's not about perfection but magnetic fields. Pushing apart at times, and pulling together at others. Acceptance to repel yet attach. Truth resonates with agreeable disagreement. Fights happen but love never dissipates. Don't know what the other is doing, trust in them with blind eyes, but faithful hearts. Bring forth wisdom from respect through screams, tears, anger, and forgiveness through mutual integrity. No force is stronger than passion for freedom of expression. Integrity is key to love. Knowing that one can trust without doubting the other. Faithful to you, respect for who you are, what you have different opinions, or beliefs, but passion for whatever reason from your aura. Aura that draws two opposites together and repel knowing that you don't doubt them when they are not around you. No matter what happens, two hearts entwined, two souls combined. Love is passion. Passion is what you do. If you want true love, than find the one who shares a passion you have. You don't have to mirror, but have one passion for anything. Be different but find and embrace the similarities. Disagreement is fine, agree to disagree, love by compromise, avoid disputations.

(Part 2) The Hierarchical Structures Of Human Pack/Herd Mentality

#2: The Subordinate's Various Personas

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The subordinate Personas are pretty much the same no matter what happens or where they are placed in the social hierarchical structures. They are all just followers that do not have free thoughts. They are drones that obey and nothing else. There is no real personality traits of the subordinates. It is like buying a robot that has no clue about what is going on beyond their own idols and leadership. Those who have power, are their controllers. No sense of self or abstract thoughts. They don't know what to do if they are placed in a position of authority, or are left to their own survival. They can't survive and they can't properly lead. It is just a matter of who is controlling the herd. It is pretty much the same no matter what you do. They typically can't handle responsibilities of their financial obligations or taking care of their own family. They have to be given and coddled by other people who are more productive and innovative. They take advantage of anyone who might be of convenience towards their own survival. Don't have them try to learn more about how something works out in long term situations. They are not capable of organization and planning long term problems. Their memories are very short term and they only have a six to eight second attention span. Which is why they can't handle anything else beyond the six to eight seconds of reasoning behind situations. This is why people make outlandish false accusations or mischaracterization of others, and will never stop believing the fallacious rhetoric. Even if it was constantly debunked by either the sources of the information or an accredible individual. They just can't think of anything abstractly. They live in a world of self denial, self misery, irresponsible habits. Without the leaders they would not survive. That is why only during times of abundance, they breed the most often. Which is the opposite of what the Alpha’s do. Surprisingly enough it seems like during times of strife the Alpha mates more than the lower ranking hierarchical mentalities, but not when there are an abundance of resources. The followers are prone to self-destructive behavior and nescience.

#3: The Beta's Various Personas

  

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  Contrary to what current society now categorizes Betas as, they are above the normal subordinate level and actually more assertive. The Betas are below the Alphas, their role in natural selection is of the body guards. The loyal servants of the rulers, who know that they are subordinate to the leaders, and will be loyal to any ruler that takes over. Their loyalty is with the Alpha's status than truly with the tangible individual. If the Beta begins to question the leader, especially if a new challenger intrigues the Beta, they will betray the Alpha for a new loyalty. Their loyalty doesn't necessarily stick, but may change if the Beta finds it convenient to do so. The thing about the Follower classes in the herd/pack mentality, is that of pure convenience. The followers, whether the true followers, or the Betas (which are both followers), always unconsciously behave in a survival mode of convenience. They don't necessarily look for any opportunities that may inconvenience them, even if in the future it will give them an advantage or prosperity. Their unconscious mind will wait until a convenient situation arrives, at the cost of rising above their current situation. They pretty much stay as followers, following whomever is the leader. Humans are different from the lower animals, in that abstract forms of leadership can take non tangible, and/or non Human replacement for the Alpha's role. This means that a Beta can take on a leadership role, while maintaining being a follower of something beyond themselves and their subordinate followers. Only, Humans are capable of replacing the leader of the group with something more abstract than based in reality. The Betas are manipulators and loyal enforcers. This means that they are aware of being a follower, as well as those followers that follow without inner monologues questioning what is being preached to them.

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I Can Never Vote For Trump (Or any political party ever)

                               Plutocrats Run Government --

     Politicians are aggravating and Plutocrats are the real government officials. Left, right, up, down. It is all the same BS sold in different packages. Do you have any idea about historical societies? Seriously! There is no such thing as a benevolent government. All the wealthy want you to raise the taxes, and be disarmed. The rich, almost every wealthy person votes for the same ideological views as the left. Barely any vote, nor ever have voted (barely anyone) for the right. Seriously! Turn your TV on, watch CNN, MSNBC, Fox, Vox, etc. Almost every billionaire, millionaire, Corporate Executive, News reporter, actor,  actress, musician, teacher, professor, Joe and Jane blow, vote for the left party's ideological views. I am not a conservative or Liberal. I am against ideologues period. Republicans piss me off, Democrats piss me off.
       The  things that Plutocrats and Politicians won't tell you, and only ever makes a blip on the news..... Are you a ready? To be a corporation you have to be incorporated by the national State Department. Wealthy people can bribe a politician to add in exemptions for regulations and taxes. So the wealthy prefer to have higher taxation, to avoid paying high taxes. They can even withdraw their money, and sell their assets, then move out of the country, or build a private island. The wealthy people hate the middle and lower classes. Majority of the wealthy people in first world countries are either first generation wealthy. There are less second generation wealthy and third generation wealthy people. They are nearly nowhere to be found. Because they either lose it all, almost lose it all, or rejected the wealth from their inheritance, or killed themselves. The kids are broken mentally, and either become drug addicts (Charlie Sheen, Lindsay Lohan, the Olsen twins, Britney Spears, Miley Cyrus, etc.) Their parents were too busy, or overly spoiled their own kids. Majority of the parents usually become estranged from their children, or don't pass on the inheritance to all of their kids, or they may give it to one of them. The reason being, the money itself doesn't equal happiness. The kids usually end up in the middle class or lower class.
         Corporations and Plutocrats use undocumented immigrants and refugees as cheaper labor. The reason factories left the United States of America, is because of cheaper labor. They exploit the lack of human rights in China, South East Asia, Mexico, Central America, South America, etc. Politicians and the Corporations are corrupt. Wealthy people are able to exploit the laws loopholes, that the wealthy had bribed the politician to write in the bill. The wealthy people want to disarm the population, strip all rights of citizens, so they can have desperate citizens that are willing to work for cheaper labor. It's both parties, and majority of the wealthy people. They vote Democratic (Political Left). Not all do. Just the majority of them. Donald Trump is guilty about the same things that I listed here in, as much as the others. He, maybe is trying to destroy the Plutocracy, just to be able to die with a clear conscience, and for Ivanka Trump to easily become President of the United States of America, when she runs. I still won't vote for him. I would consider voting for Ivanka Trump, because Donald Trump had his three eldest children raised in a middle class lifestyle. To give them a normal childhood, while he worked non-stop. For the same reason I explained about the children of the wealthy being ignored by their workaholic parents (Trump's father was also controlling). So, don't blame Trump for his eccentric tendencies, he is more stable than the average second generation wealthy child. Oh, he even lost his childhood inheritance and had to rebuild it on his own. I still won't vote for him.

How To Create Story Plot Structures

I am going to use my first manuscript to give a demonstration of how to properly structure a storyline. In doing these steps or at least following the many different formats for structuring a story.

Main Plot Structure: I mostly use the Hero’s Journey format. For an action adventure, it is the most widely used format. It is a very misused format, because it is just how all adventure stories are throughout history.

    Sub Plot Structure:  I use other formats like the Freytag's Pyramid for each subplot (chapters and parts). Each scene follows a step by step process. By maintaining an orderly process, I  maintain the flow of the scenarios and keep the plot moving forward by introducing problems for both the antagonist and protagonist. Both need to have their own point of view and sub story about what is happening on their end of the main story. Tension is necessary for character development and story progression.

Characters:  Characters are included in the outline as the story grows.

I start off with three known already flushed out protagonists/antagonists, and add new ones as the story progresses. Here is a list of the First Manuscript's Character Outline.     

   

Steps To Build The Story Outline

1. Start by organizing the story scenes
2. Write down the main antagonists
3. Rebuild the scene
4. Stretch the exposition throughout the story
5. Introduce a foreshadow of an obstacle
6. Create the first protagonist
7. Give the protagonist a personality
8. Create subplots that are consistent with the main plot, to push the main plot further out in the story
9. Expand on greater obstacles. Each obstacle needs to outdo the past ones
10. Don't worry about originality. Every story has already been told throughout history. The only thing that is unique is your version of the previous stories. Art is about the creators point of view and specific to their own voice.

First Draft Story Set up

Blood Lit Sky

Table of contents

The second volume

First-Draft Word count goal is

minimum 90,000  - 100,000 or greater

Government Is Not Benevolent - No Matter The Ruler

No Matter The Ruler

Nothing in reality is based on the beliefs that the collective socially accept as facts. Majority of the time they are basing their collective agreement on information, only on agreement, not factual tangible proofs. This results in sub cultural splits, anger, hostility towards opposition towards the disagreement with one another.

(Part 1) Natural Selection's Hierarchical Structures Opinionated / Thought Exercise

Natural Selection's Hierarchical Structures

Opinionated / Thought Exercise
  

Be Aware :

This is not to be taken seriously. This is opinion based only on the Author’s Point Of View. This Shall Not Be Interpreted As Being Pure Factual In Content. This Is The Right For The Author To Express Their Own Personal Perspectives And Share It Amongst Other People.

Introduction: The Hierarchy's Various Personas

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This is my contemplations about how I have observed and pondered on what various reasons and things that can explain how the herd hierarchical mentality can give the illusion of one of the various categories to seem to be of another one, which is not what is true amongst the external Intelligent Abstracted Minded Social Species ( Only The Human Species) can have a pseudo-Alpha / Pseudo-Beta / Pseudo-Omega - etc…
It's caused by having an abstract force replace the origins of the herd's hierarchical mentality (Religious beliefs, Political beliefs, Cultural beliefs, etc… ).

#1: The Omega's Various Personas

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     The bottom of the Hierarchical social class. They are the ones who are bullied, harassed, shunned by the other group members or they are the jokester, goofballs, entertainers, slackers, partiers, and the one who always wants to be playing than working. Which is why they are usually the most creative ones, though not necessarily the truth. There are multiple reasons for the personality traits to still be separated from the other sub personality traits of the Omega. Then there is the only pseudo hierarchical positions that only the Human species has. The pseudo hierarchical positions are granted to those who have exploited their own personality quirks and talents. The Omega of the group now can use its creative/artistic talent to become more accepted by the rest of the Human species. They can entertain while making wealth from the amusement. Typically they would be in the lowest lifestyle, but since the Human species is more abstract thinkers, they allow for more variety of different types of social norms. Humans break from the natural selection hierarchical mentality, but it doesn't mean that the Omega is able to cope with the mundane lifestyle of the higher ranking hierarchical mentalities. They though can adapt to the position a lot easier than the Subordinates and Betas. The next two levels are more restricted by nature than the other three. Though the Alpha is a mixed bag and is more complicated than the lower levels. The reason why will be explained later.

How I View A Wife and Husband As

My wife will not be just another person in my life…

...but will be my goddess

I will cherish her and my children. I will do everything I am capable of doing to never let them suffer the way I did.

If I get out of line. I would like my wife to put me in place but not if it is illogical or unreasonable. If I act like an​ idiot or lose my cool. I would like to be enlightened by my wife slapping me around or squeezing my balls. To get my mind thinking clearly and intuitively​.
(I have had a woman who did this in the right way. A love that I had to let go. Smart, perfect hourglass body, beautiful face, light brown skin, romantic, strong, sassy, well rounded, and kept me in line but with honesty than crass)

I will choose random days to be for surprise presents for my  wife.

But sometimes I will just stop for a random amount of months to keep them from being spoiled and they will always be ecstatic about the occasion.

Every four years I will renew my wedding vows on our original Anniversary day which will be on the Fourth of July and when we finish our vows the fireworks should be going off. Totally easy to afford and recreate..

I will let my wife designate an office for herself to escape to that will have locks and only she can enter and it's her private space to relax, escape, do whatever or vent her animosities, and I will have my own.

 

The secret to a happy successful relationship is to not be clinging and to distance each other a lot. Doing so promotes ecstasy and minimizes any anxiety or resentment towards each other. More freedom equals less stress and hostility against each other.

I Will Never Support Donald Trump, I Will Never Support Republicans Nor Democrats!

I Will Never Support Donald Trump, I Will Never Support Republicans Nor Democrats! --   

 I don't like Donald Trump, for reasons of his past acceptance of the elite upper class (Democrats & Republicans) use of cheap labor and sweatshops that exploited China's, Mexico's and other countries whom lack corporeal benevolency and human rights. Slavery is alive and is still very much  used by the vast majority of wealthy Democrats, Republicans, Hollywood, Corporations, Musicians, Music Industry, Actors/Actresses, and practically almost every single upper class elitist. Plutocrats run the world not a few but the wealthy run the government officials. Cronyism is part of Corporatism. Corporations are structured like a sovereign nation-state. They have a hierarchical structure semblance of a nation-state. Indentured servitude is why manufacturing left the country and exploited the citizens of countries that lack Human rights. Mexico is split between nine multi billionaire drug cartels. The wall is a bandaid but not a cure for stopping ultra wealthy drug cartels. Slightly pointless to construct, but it is just a bandaid. It won't stop anything but the exploited desperate migrants who are too uneducated/callow.  The Democratic party exploits the sciolism of the young citizens, and the naive migrants. Both parties cheat during elections, and they both always enact similar regulations. They are not much different as they claim. Politics is for the evil of the ideological collectivists. Donald Trump is not President for the redemption of his past cronyism during his years as a Democrat. He is President for his daughter. Ivanka is not as popular (widely known) as her father. Donald Trump ran to win so Ivanka will become President in the future. He is going to be trying his hardest to fix/disrupt the upper class elitist plutocrats. Though he doesn't have any regrets about his use of exploitation of the nescient, and using the government officials for strong arming opposition/citizens. He is just as guilty towards the past use of exploitation of the atrocities. It doesn't matter who or what but that the elite left, right, upper class, famous/infamous are manipulative, and acceptable on abusing cheap labor. The reason why factories and productions are outside of USA, is due to the fact that China, Mexico and the Middle East, along with other countries, that lack Human rights. They are lenient with indentured servitude and human trafficking. Democratic party is still the biggest supporter of global Human trafficking. The vast majority of wealthy and Corporations vote/support Democratic party regulations. The Democratic party of the post civil war era infiltrated both political parties and institutions from educational, to businesses by the late sixties. Solidifying a stronger dedication towards a plutocratic government and elitist mentality of the upper classes. Tax loopholes for the wealthy and Corporations, yet disguises as taxation on the upper class (but is just smoke and mirrors). Claiming citizenship in territories outside of the United States, and overtaxing the lower classes, while not taking any responsibility nor compassion for the lower level classes. They shift the blame, cause chaotic mass violent behavior, and encourage the use of force to crush on any opposition. Government is the same no matter what era, or structures throughout history (past, present and future).

Just because someone has the intent or ideological perspective is for doing good, doesn't mean that it is a good thing. For the greater good is not going to make the ideological agendas justifiable when you are blinded by your self delusion of the ideological doctrine that you live and breathe. The outcome is always going to be oppression, history does repeat itself over, and over again. Plutocrats are not your friends. There is a difference between a Plutocrat and the typical wealthy/famous individuals, it is the use and agendas justified through the use of their own political viewpoints. The small amount of wealthy/famous individuals who resist the for the greater good mentality, tend to stand up against the ideologues. Though they are far and few in between. The only way to get a society of truly decorous people, is through interdependency between acceptance towards the unique thoughts, actions, and individual personalities. Don't fake kindness; be kind. Don't fake being responsible; be responsible. Don't fake knowledge; be knowledgeable. Don't fake being yourself; be yourself. Don't think that your facade is being hidden from others; the mask does not hide who you are, it just makes you look unreliable, sciolistic, supercilious, and unhumble. The means never justify the ends. Doing good is through acceptance of the things that offend you, and that you always offend others. Though everyone is a main character in their own lives; everyone is also the background character/minor supporting characters in everyone else's lives. If a tree fell in a forest with no one else to hear it, whether or not it is the only last living creature that falls; it is always going to make a sound. We are all going about our own lives in our own way, in our own ideological views, separate from everyone else. There is no greater good, their is no justifiable means of call to action. Live and let live.

Benefit From Your Failures And Flaws

Benefit From Your Failures And Flaws

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Introduction

             Life is a treacherous journey. Every single step, every single day, is filled with burdens holding one back from their personal passions. Life is beautiful. One needs to be resilient and flexible. The unconscious mindset can cause a distortion of one's thoughts and perspectives. Denial of an individual’s position in life and of their own flaws, is not going to make you achieve the expected results. Pushing against the wall and quitting before the solution flows into your mind. Aim for what you love and are superb in accomplishing. Life is not worth distorting or avoiding the difficult problems in one's goals. Look forward to seeing the failures in one's personal life. Find the flaws in your own path towards the end of the yellow brick road. Life is a quest for discovering the world inside of you and outside of one's perspectives. In you is the key to your dreams. The human brain is the most powerful thing created by natural selection. Thinking in an abstract point of view towards resolving the painful and difficult situations. Don't doubt your own life. Don't get trapped with changing the things that an individual has no control over. Embrace the things that one can change in life. The adventure of reality is a lot easier when the expediter is wandering around the inimical environment. Don't worry about the things you can't change, focus on the things that you can change. Adapt to the persona in which you are most comfortable with. Don't be a poser, or a pathological liar. Stories are good and all, but it shouldn't be a tool for supercilium. Live with the three versions of yourself. The projection of the past you, the corporeal present you, and the dream chaser future you.

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Main Point

            The typical person doesn't think about what lies beyond the array of agonizing obstacles. They don't know how to accept that nothing is going to be resolved with simplicity. It will take more willpower to not let the flaws destroy the path forward to seeing the goals that are far ahead of you. The path is bumpy and one has to be able to accept that you have weaknesses and you have strengths. Discover that of the many things from your own persona, nothing is going to truly crush your dreams but yourself. Doubts, ignorance and lack of passion for the desired ambitions, will be the only reason for why one’s failures and weaknesses never present the strength of what could have been. Just because a current weakness is emphasized, doesn't mean that the next time it will be blatant. Look deep into your subconscious mind. Look and question about what insecurities you have deep within. It is through acceptance of the failures or flaws that bring forth the answers to overcoming the difficult problems in one's life. Dreams are meant to be tough. The road us meant to break you. You have to pick up the pieces and look straight passed the hurdles.

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Conclusion

Just because of the broken pieces are not being fixed. You will have to carry on with the failures in life. Don't fret over the problems in life. You will see the flaws clearly and will be able to make a more reasonable solution to those broken pieces. It is okay to be flawed and full of weaknesses. Those same failures and weaknesses are who you are but they can be your strength too. You just need to get to know yourself. So what if you have imperfections, so what if you failed, you are still able to breathe and live on. So, don't let it grow into a massive burden. Embrace the flaws and doubts in your own life. Don't hold back from striving to be more than who you were yesterday. Push  fight, and accept the things that make you who you are. Unique experiences is better than semblances. It is not worth distorting your own failures and weaknesses. You will just leave behind who you are and what you strive to be. Insecurities are you. Mistakes are part of life. You will see the pot of gold at the end of the rainbow. So, don't let your own failures and flaws become your own worst enemy.

Fight Through The Darkest Hours

Fight Through The Darkest Hours

                                                      

Life is filled with a lot of overwhelming obstacles
that seems to knock a person down. The obstacles don't hold back from breaking their courage and decimating their accomplishments. What is worse is that it will rip out your self pride, stomp on your perspectives, pollute your thoughts and emotions. Leaving you alone with the process left behind. The devastating aftermath of failure after failure is overwhelming and draining emotionally. Though it is easier to just give up on your dreams and ambitions. You can just place mental blocks around your problems, walk backwards, then plant yourself far behind your problems. You can avoid any further thoughts on the issues. Allow for the pain of incompetence overflow inside of your self doubts. It is quite easier to just pretend that it is in the past and deny ever having any difficult times. You can just get angry at whoever reminds you of your own failures in life. After a few minutes of being reminded of your flaws, you can just place another mental block. So, you now will have forced your insecurities into the subconscious mind.

The problems will not be forgotten, no matter how much you wish it would. The mental blocks around it prevent it from falling deeper into the unconscious mindset because it restricts the thoughts of the problems bordering on the conscious mind and subconscious mind. It's not a habit nor is it reconciled. The painful memories are not going to disappear and leave you with resolutions. You will be haunted by your lack of courage to face the insecurities caused by your own self incompetence. You will never be freed from the emotional toll from your own weaknesses. Everyday you will have to go about it with avoiding places, people and things that would trigger the painful memories of your own failures. It will continue to eat at your soul. You will feel like you are being crushed by the weight of the past problems. Everyday, of every second you are having to deal with pushing the problems off of you but it won't budge. You cover it up with a mental tarp and wander around with a lot of self denials. Deep down inside of you, you fear the hidden fears of your own failures in life. Walking around with little acknowledgement of your own weaknesses. Thinking that it would be better if you pretend that it is not affecting your own present and future life. Though it would never leave you alone. The slightest reminder of your own insecurities will break your heart and soul into a billion little pieces. Your willpower will be non-existent and your pride would be misconstrued. By not working on the reason for your failures in life, you are just creating a false sense of pride and honor. Truthfully, you have no self pride or honorable prestige. You have not solved the difficult,and overwhelming emotional anxieties. Instead you have just been living with it but not acknowledging that it is still chained to your arms and legs. You will just drag it from one place to another. Though it doesn't have to be this way.

Acknowledge the problems in the way of your own life. Fight for the future of your own pride, stop with carrying around false pride. Gain the ground that you lost. Overcome the massive burdens holding you back from your full potential. Just having any potential doesn't matter if you are not able to discover and use it to its fullest extent. Denial of the insecurities will not free you or benefit your own life. Dig deep inside of you and find that guiding light. Grab a hold of the light and hold it tightly in your hands. It will still lead you into more overbearing struggles and emotional anxieties. You have to listen to the inner light and trust that you will overcome the massive struggles in your path. Push back against the grain. Fight through the obstacles that were created just to see if you truly want what lies ahead. If you acknowledge your problems and study how to overcome them? You will see that to beat the hurdles you have to expand your horizons. You can't find your way through the darkest hour if you are not prepared for the demons and monsters lurking around with the cover of the darkness. Though you are not going to be able to see it. You will be able to encounter them a long your journey through the darkness. Be prepared far beforehand of the unavoidable and unknown problems that hide in the cover of the dark. You will be attacked by friendly faces, and loved ones. They will attempt to sabotage your own perception of the path towards your goals.

Inside of you lies the Sun that will help light your own way through the darkest moments of your own life. You will see the monsters and the demons trying to guide you off the road to your own dreams. Be prepared for fighting the monsters and demons. Study them, gain the knowledge needed to overcome the impossible. Take charge of your own failures and weaknesses in order to turn your weaknesses into your greatest strength. Find the right path towards your goals. Push back anything and anyone who dares to knock you off the path. Don't deny the obstacles existence. You can see past the problems if you acknowledge that it is there in your way. Though it will be emotionally draining, you can overcome it to get past and back on to the correct path. It is inside of you that you will be able to see what is necessary to grow and develop from the failures or obstacles that will be in your way. Believe in your own self; embracing these words, troubles will come, and self improvement will follow, then the troubles will finally pass.

Blank Minds Never Know What Is Ahead

Notice:

This is not to be taken seriously. This article is a thought exercise and isn't based necessarily on facts. Parts of the information below are opinions, though there are multiple factual information within. The purpose of the exercise is in the opening paragraph after the "Title".

The Blank Minds Never Know What Is Ahead

      In this day and age, it is not difficult to find the right information about anything that one desires. The information is out there, even if it was from far before the internet as we know it. It is definitely the library of all information about anything and everything that was, is, and will be to come. The information is not always going to be the factual version of the topic. The internet doesn't only carry the factual information but it is mainly filled with over exaggerated fallacies.  Shuffling around the mess of misinformation is painful and difficult to find the right information. But data doesn't speak in effusion, but only opinions are spoken with effusiveness. Data is monotone and bland. So the mundane individual doesn't absorb the information that is factual. Only a herd mentality would not require any additional information about a subject matter. Lackadaisical mentality.

The Mundane Individual

           Intelligence and free will isn't necessary for an organism to be able to survive. Seems that the individual who is intelligent over the majority of the other organisms are meant to be the one who manipulates the unintelligent misinformed herd. Even if it means degrading your own moral values in order to succeed in life. The average person isn't able to make decisions on their own. This may be the main reason for the elites new age agenda. They might be trying to get a silent purge to have the subordinate gene be erased and maintain the technology and prosperous lifestyle for those who are in the elite status, regardless of what their ideological views are. I have felt that it is the case. It makes sense for why the wealthy people seem to know that they are manipulating the thoughts of the lower level of intelligence of the humans. This is what the Democrats have been pushing for. A good way to quickly sort through the population is through the blood draws that everyone on the planet have taken. Then over the years, they would have been maintaining the genetic codes for who they want to accept in their system and whom is considered to be a zombie (brainless idiots). The weak-minded people are the real threats to a peaceful and happy global society. History has also provided the proof that those who are leaders have self betterment and goal oriented mindset. They tend to study outside of the propaganda and subordinates indoctrination. They are autodidactic and passionate about their purpose in life. Where the followers are prone to cause a lot of health problems and societal problems. They are useless in a technological advanced society. Am I OK with this matter? No I don't think that it is right. But I really don't want to be placed in the lower level mindset position when the Georgia Guide Stone purge happens. This will not be a good thing for my personal ambitions. If they plan to wipe out the weaker codependent population? Then please do not place me in that category. I am not like the average person. Though I would not disagree with the Malthusian ideological agenda. I understand that Global warming is real. But I really doubt that the Arctic circle would be melting at temperatures of -30 to -60 degrees Fahrenheit. A more reasonable greenhouse gas that requires extremely low temperature to stay in gas form, is not carbon dioxide, but methane gas.

       The fact that planet Earth in its first time of its own history has been overwhelmed with too many successful organisms. Way too many humans and too many domesticated animals. Granted that they exhaust massive amounts of methane gas from the tiniest bacteria to the largest sized species. Using carbon dioxide as the excuse is less obvious for the fact that the planet Earth is being overwhelmed with too many successful organisms. Cutting down the ever growing population of humans and domestic animals would solve the problem from getting too out of control. So as long as I get my own personal family away from being categorized as the lower Weak-minded people, I will be able to accept the Malthusian ideological perspective. Methane gas is a better greenhouse gas than carbon dioxide or carbon monoxide.

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      Whenever I initiated a conversation with the mundane person, they typically speak about empty topics. Most the time it is about what famous person said or done. They also talk about things that they exaggerated or is completely false. Rumors about a person is taken seriously without questioning the preacher.  When they are presented with a few counter arguments, they will attack the facts, or even ignore the sources of the rhetoric being preached by a manipulative individual. Typically, they can't handle responsibilities. They will buy more than they can afford, and will complain about what others are doing. If someone has a competent mindset, the mundane person will become envious and will degrade those who have responsibility. Everything that they fail at, they will never admit to. They will not have the ability to follow up with what moral values they claim that they follow. To them convenience and instant results are good. Though they shun opportunity or delayed gratification. Their emotions are misplaced and are used for self satisfaction over selfless service. Don't try to conduct long conversations with the mundane. They have no concept of philosophical and scientific pabulum. They have short term memory and hate everything that shows that they are not better than another person. They have to see themselves as being flawless and deigned.  Trying to avoid any further information from them is like watching TV or reading an advertisement/propaganda. They constantly stick with what someone else has preached and ignore anything that revealed the flaws in their idols. They speak about things that they have never experienced or done solid research on.

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They have no sense of self.

Autopilot mindset.

Extremely aggressive tone.

Counterintuitive thoughts

Counterproductive use of obduracy.

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My conclusion is that they are despicable and I hate myself for coming to this conclusion. They are irredeemable and no matter what facts, sources, or guidance; they will maintain the same mindset. They constantly repeat the same flaws, failures and habits. For even if they are aware of the fact that they are following a manipulative individual, or their own ideological views are not based on facts. It's like they will not adapt to the environment no matter what happens. Followers are going to be the death of a level one society. They have no empathy, no self awareness, no intuition, or productive use of passion. It's not going to be wise to maintain the population explosion. The subordinates are dragging down the IQ of society. They breed way too much, and lack self control. They eat yet complain. They lack a sense of moderation and moral values. I'm no longer in the belief that they are capable of changing their mindsets. Their way too robotic like and just sheeple. No longer will I sympathize with the mundane individual. I don't like this conclusion, but I tried to hold on to hope that I can believe that presenting pure legit evidence of what is legit and not hearsay, but data seems to not be able to be absorbed into the mundane person's mind. They seem to be able to only absorb over effusive rhetoric. Like how the bubonic plague took forever to get the mundane individual to start embracing educational subjects and hygienic routines. This is not the only case where they have to be placed into an extremely severe scenario in order for the mundane individual to start to accept that changing their habits is a necessity. They have to wait until the situation is at its worse in order to adapt to the environment. I am convinced that every living creature is stuck with whatever their DNA puts them in.

Common Sense in Political Philosophy

Common Sense in Political Philosophy

By Vincent Fitch

       People don't want nor care about being ruled or governed over. They only care about what appears just, moral, and doesn't intrude upon their freedoms. Majority of society doesn't pay attention towards truths, facts, or logic. People tend to be more of followers, and less of leaders, or lone wolfs. This brings things to a logical fallacy within society. Since majority of people are followers, and will follow anybody without question, they tend to believe any leaders statements as truths whether if the leader was a pathological liar, thief, corrupt, or just sciolistic. The leader can spout polemic of their opponents or misguided altruism they are fighting for or against. Majority of leaders and their followers are out of touch with each other. Both rely heavily on hearsay and sciolism. As the feuds between each subculture within societies, within the countries, begin to get further apart from each opposing political, moral, and economic philosophies. Society tends to fall apart, as they create polemic rhetoric towards their opposition. This ongoing fighting doesn't resolve or come to a point where society negotiates and comes to a plan where everyone agrees. Instead we get protests, riots, war, homegrown terror attacks, disputation, etc.

    Society cannot function with leaders that create greater divide amongst the different moral, justice, economic philosophies held by opposing individuals. Countries have fallen into civil wars by opposing viewpoints being unheard, or treated as misguided. When in fact all opposing sides are misguided. They all are not the right moral, or just philosophical route.  But they all are not wrong either, in their own way. By drowning out, or demonizing the opposition, (in a childish way because of some bias towards others opinions) leads towards individuals feeling unheard, ignored, and resentful. The different philosophies end up creating their own subculture within society and they themselves start drowning out, and despising other viewpoints besides their own. The cycle continues as more and more new moral philosophies create more subcultures within society, and the people become more subjugated by their own doing.

   This all happens because no one is being heard, or feeling acknowledged amongst the factions. The only thing they truly desire is feeling like they are part of the process, and not being tossed aside. These factions become more disgruntled amongst opposition that they end up leading towards protests, riots, violence, terror. The chaotic nature of political philosophy is that of not understanding what philosophy is about.

     Critical thinking should not be controlled by someone else's viewpoints on what they describe as the right philosophy, and a bias where everyone else who is different is wrong. Political philosophy is about societal critical thinking. Where everyone can and should have the right to be heard without being shut down, discriminated, subjugated, or demonized, for thinking or being different amongst opposing views.

When Anti-fascism Becomes Fascism

When does a society draw a line about when anti-fascism becomes fascism?

  “Is it when they oppose another's philosophy and so must discriminate, bully, harass, subjugate, and demonize the opposition?”

When does society draw a line about when anti fascism becomes fascism? Is it when they oppose another's philosophy and so must discriminate, bully, harass, subjugate, and demonize the opposition? When does society draw the line towards socialism? Is it when the taxes reach 99.9% of their income? When the government owns every property? When government demands people to do whatever they say at gunpoint? When is it right to tell others what they must follow or believe? Why must society regress to a state of barbaric ways of thinking?

         How can a society cope with several different political and social viewpoints being unheard or shunned? Why are the majority of people unaware of other people's moral, just, economic, and political philosophies? Is there a breaking point where society comes back together or falls completely into chaos and violent anarchy? Can a government function on the opinions of the people and didn't disregard the ever evolving societal, moral, economic, justice, and political philosophies of each individual factions, without intruding upon the other factions? What would a government that stood 99.99% for the citizens look like?

Society is built upon everybody working towards a safer, moral, free, and equal individual rights environment. When the people of a society all develop differing ideologies, factions start to form within. These subcultures can be peaceful or aggressive. Every country throughout history has started with several differing factions. Each village, band, or nomads, had their own ideologies. These groups were hunter/gatherers. These tribes didn't care about what clothes they wore, their hair, material goods, luxury gadgets and what the latest news about some famous narcissistic celebrity was doing. They did have it far worse than a homeless man in a 1st world (Capitalist) society. From starving for months, to being killed or eaten by another carnivorous animal.      

     During this era, it was more likely for one to catch a disease, become another animal's meal, be raped, or murdered by an invading village across the river. The longest one might live during these times was around 30 years old. Only if they were lucky enough to survive that long in the wilderness, or in their own society. Within some of these societies, you would have hierarchies, usually a leader and followers, with some rebellious, free thinking, anarchist, and lone wolf individuals. The first leaders of the colonies, that were their ancestors, were nomads.Some nomads had no leaders and everyone worked to benefit the group with no need for a ruler, or an individual holding some form of authority over the rest of the faction; though, the ones that did have someone that gave directions and guided everyone towards their goal, or desires, were originally the head of the hunters. They were the leaders that lead their fellow hunters towards the game.

The Link Between The Unconscious Mindset & Natural Selection

The Link Between

The Unconscious Mindset

& Natural Selection

Thought exercise / Thought experiment By Vincent Fitch

 

Majority of people live in their unconscious mind. The unconscious mind is their autopilot or more specifically the habits of their reflexes.

Meaning that they automatically react without awareness of the habits. Under these stages/categories of the unconscious habit reflexes of the mind :

Majority of society are wired to be followers and nature won't allow them to be able to see outside of the follower habits.

Which is why majority of the leaders/rulers can easily convince people to follow them even if it is oppression or mass genocide.

They are not aware of anything outside of their own ideological views and can't escape from following the rules or ideological cultural habits/norms.

Which they will always hate without believing any evidence of why or if anything is justifiable. They will hate everything about others even if it is something that is shared on value, beliefs, pride, cultural, political, philosophical, etc. They will never see the flaws in their reasoning. Followers are programmed by nature to only follow.

If you think/behave outside of the ideological culture? Be prepared to be burned at the stake for being abnormal. Because of the followers of the ideological culture can't see past the collective mindset. They have no logical reasoning of evidence before persecution. They will throw stones first then ask questions after the murder. Few seconds later they forget about the whole thing and move on with the next target of persecution before evidence.

Nature has prewired 90% of individuals to be followers. They won't necessarily follow the same thing. Also, every new generation of organisms rebel naturally from the parents of. Though it will be a gradual shift but not a quick flip.

Unless…

Breaking the unconscious mind of its own habitual reflexes isn't easy and requires an understanding of the unconscious mindset. In nature the mind will change its unconscious habits in response to a necessity of survival mode.

In this mode the unconscious mindset will relay the message that it has no other choice but to break the mindset and create a new unconscious mindset of the old one.

This means that even if you break one habit? Another one will take its place. The cycle is unavoidable and only those who live in the state of constant survival mode will adapt and learn.  

The key to controlling the unconscious mindset is to be aware of the subconscious mind and the conscious mind. For though no one is able to see the unconscious mindset, period. But you can move a habit from the unconscious mind into the subconscious or conscious mind.

Leading into….

How natural selection chooses who survives on their own and those who are destined to be controlled by the leaders. There are five types of the true unconscious mindset stages/categories.

First is the second to the lowest level, of which are called the subordinates of the group. These individuals obey all the laws of the leadership no matter what. These are the true followers and they can't escape from this mindset. They can't break free from this ideological view. Always in the belief that one must follow unquestionably. They can't change or adapt to anything contrary to what is culturally accepted.

The second is the self aware follower, by choice. The true Beta. These are the ones that are aware of the influence on the lower classes. They are the propaganda spreaders for the leadership. They will suck up, brown nose, and manipulate in order to make the leadership impressed with their undying love and loyalty. Their unconscious mindset is preprogrammed to always be the loyal bodyguard of the leadership. They bear no real loyalties and if it's convenient for them? They will betray and follow another leader or idol.

The third is the Omega which is the odd one of the group, class clown, artistic, unique thinking, abnormal behavior, shunned by the rest of the group, always eats last, ridiculed by the group, bullied and outcasted by the group.

This is the lowest one but the one that if survives? It will become the next two levels which it will reach as long as it doesn't kill itself, be killed, or die of old age before getting to the final stages.

This is the fourth stage/category. The lone wolf typically comes from the Omega of the group. The lack of their follower mindset gets them booted or killed by the rest of the group.

Once an Omega chooses to leave their group! They will be left alone to survive outside of the reliance of others. This is their double-edged sword. If they fail? They are dead. If they succeed? Then they become wiser, stronger, smarter, superior to the old version of themselves. This new experienced survivalist can if it desires to become the next step.  

The lone wolf might not desire to be a leader but wishes to continue enjoying his self awareness in his abilities to survive and get what he desired with no fears, or threats. He is the one that just has multiple unattached relationships and doesn't want overwhelming responsibilities. They love being able to do what one wants to do and go where he wants to do without having people following them, or bossing them. This isn't selfishness but taking the route that they find to be their survival mode.

Though some end up being forced unknowingly into leadership roles. These lone wolf types actually live far longer and healthier lives than any other stages/categories. Their survival techniques are unmatched and of their own creation.

The fifth is the Alpha/leadership of the group. This is a mixed bag in the ideological views of the leadership mentality. They typically started off with nothing or hardship inside of the group. They had to escape from the rest and hunt to survive by themselves. They are the ones that will steal away the female leadership or princesses of the Alpha leadership.

Surviving through the obstacles in their lives made them smarter and stronger. This attracts the females of the group. Which outsiders are not typically treated with respect or admiration. They risk being killed off by the other group members. They are not part of the group and are now trying to disrupt the hierarchy by either fighting for the females or stealing a few lovers and beta followers from the leadership.

Alpha’s daughters and beta males are in the same category. For they truly have no set loyalties. They are the brown nosers, the suck ups, the pathological liars, the true manipulators. They can't survive on their own and find that to survive they must follow the one who they believe will reward them the best. So they will ditch one leadership to another because of their own ideological agendas. Their loyalty is fake and their goals are empty.

The final conclusion is that natural selection is unavoidable and people or creatures are victims of their unconscious mind. They can't escape from what natural selection placed them in.

Though only three types have the ability to force their unconscious mind to adapt and overcome their own stages/category. Only can be triggered by adaptation to dramatic change of the environment.

In order for one to free themselves from their selected nature? They have to be oppressed, on the verge of being killed, hurt, lost, cornered. They have to be suffering and their natural instinct of change or die rewires the animal into survival mode. In survival mode the unconscious mind takes full control over and changes its habits into something else that would keep the ones suffering into survivors. Though it comes with the price of extremely difficult and life threatening scenarios to trigger the change.

Otherwise they will be homeless, bums, criminals, or vigilantes. They are left with no other choice but to stay in survival mode and are permanently ruled by the unconscious mindset and lack a conscious mind.

They can't control their actions and are broken completely. Nature typically kills them off but in a society of abundance or of protection of the completely broken individuals! They will flourish and grow in numbers.

They can be saved in the true society of abundance and freedom of expression. True Democracy where no government or leadership rule.

The lone wolfs become more inclined to stay independent in a society of abundance and freedom to be themselves. They have no intention to rule if they can get what they want to survive.

“Evolutionary biology rules

everyone and everything.

You can't escape nature.”

Note:

   I understand that no one is going to be able to see their unconscious mindset. But I discovered that writing down one's thoughts no matter what it is! Shows what lies deep into the unconscious mindset of oneself.

    By writing emotions and information about yourself, you can keep reading over and over again. Giving the clarity to see who you are and what you want to do with your life. Writing is a freedom of expression and a gateway into one's soul.

Thoughts On Social Collectivism

Thoughts on Social Collectivism

By : Vincent Fitch

I have a difficult time watching and listening to the mundane individual being coerced by the elites. They are not aware of the deceitful rhetoric being spewed at them! It's like they are still toddlers and unable to discover that what they are being told or lead to believe isn't necessarily based on facts, or reality at all! That they are being treated like naive little kids that just do whatever the grown ups tell them to do! Seriously, I am sick and tired doing tangible research and finding concrete facts through all of the Polemic rhetoric being preached and spread throughout society and the world. People seem to be unable to find out that their own ideological views isn't based on reality or facts at all. That they are becoming more like what they are fighting against! They don't want to find out that their own ideological views aren't what is true or just! They can't handle self betterment or sense of humility. They just pretend to be something that they are not, nor do they believe their own ideological agendas! It is just the game of following behind the ruling class and claiming that their Collective is the correct one, while any opposition has to be silenced! The behavior is exactly what happens in all social animal species. It is through natural selection and their genetic heritage. The subordinates obey with no resistance, the beta followers preach, and enforce the rulers agendas, while the opposition becomes the outcast and lone wanderer just to discover self respect and self betterment.

Collective Oppression

Collectivism is the route of all of the evil actions in the world. The mindset of “If the collective say it's good! Then it must be good!” Pretty much just the most inefficient way to solve tangible problems. Society is not prosperous if it is all about what one tribal group says to be like! Cooperation is extremely important and good. But cooperation needs to be through Interdependency amongst individuals and not through codependency through collective agendas. What is good for the collective isn't necessarily good for the individual! So it is oppressive to force social norms on those who will be oppressed from the mob mentality. It is easier to get what you want through mutual understanding and not through coercion or ultimatums! If you have to walk over other people who don't share your point of view? Then you are not a good person, because you have a heart that is selfish and oppressive. Just because the group that is considered different than your group! Doesn't mean that you are doing the benevolent thing! Just because famous people, journalists, or politicians claim that something is going on, or going to happen! Does not mean that it is reality! If someone feeds you information? Then ask yourself, “Who are these people? Why is it true? What hard evidence points to? Is it possible that the information is not? Is there anything else that is missing? Is there a motive for the accusations? Is it possible that the accused is not what is being said? What about history? Are there any tangible sources?”. This  is what needs to be done every single day of everybody's life. People need to not follow the instructions of an elite whom has more motivation for deceiving others for their own ideological agendas. Ideology is evil. All collective mentalities are incorrect and oppressive. It is the individual who is responsible for their own actions and words. It doesn't fall upon society to pick and choose what is factual, equality, benevolent, or prudent! It is completely self centered to think that the collective knows better than the individual.