The Life I Am Looking For

 

          
      One thing I have ever been searching for is real love.
I don't want a fling, one night stand, or superficial affection. I am searching for the right woman to settle down with. I don't want a weak woman, nor a pushover. I don't want a woman who is obedient to me, nor controlling of me. I want an interdependent relationship. Compromise comes from mutual understanding. I am an introvert, and extrovert person. I respect alone time and am not a jealous person. I am confident in myself, I would expect the same from the woman who I am with. She must be secure in herself. For from what I understand, the more self assured you are about your abilities and inabilities, the more competent you are as a person. Being reliable in the aspect of your other half knowing who you are, and that you can handle yourself. Mutual trust is far more important to me than appeasement through temporary actions and/or behavior.
      I play the long game, I don't care for temporary satisfaction. I plan and organize my life not around the in the moment, but deep in the future, for time moves in one direction. I understand that the past is the present and the future. What you do determines how you are remembered after you die! I am good with math, I pay my bills on time, I negotiate rent, bills, and other financial services. I am good with managing my resources, staying healthy, fit, and passionate in my life. I dream about the day that I die of old age. The day where I get to look into the eyes of my own family and reminisce about what they achieved for they are the window to whether or not I was a good father and husband. My children should be better than myself, in all aspects. It's not about the first impression, but the way people remember you after you are no longer around. I want a wife, a family and to die a real man. I want not perfection, but self-betterment. 
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Note:

Below are only my most preferred preferences, not truly tangible to my mundane preferences. I am flexible on aesthetics and am reasonable on traits. I don't believe in perfection, I believe more in the ability to use reasoning over judgment.

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My perspective of a Woman who Epitomizes my ideals

My  perspective of Attractiveness 

Jet Black Hair -
The Darker the hair the better. 

 

Dresses with a sense of style and class. She is so self aware of herself that she doesn't over dress up and put too much makeup or accessories. She will change her style and even dress in rags. She is Ok with being dirty, hurt, bloody, bruised, stinky, and greasy. Yet she is habitually maintaining her health and hygiene

Captivating eyes -
God the eyes. Eyes seriously are the window to a person's soul (Their True feelings). Looking at the eyes and them being unique is stunning
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Who is :

Intellectually proficient  while having habitual Interests in nerd culture  

Athletic enthusiasm : ecstatic about doing strenuous and dangerously Reckless physical activities

Sassy and sarcastic while not being cruel or degrading 

Places her stubborn and determination towards goals and ambitions; While not being naive or arrogant. Maintaining the habits of placing others over herself and her needs or wants. 

 She is courageous and competent in her abilities and altruism. Being able to recover from any Arduous situations. She is aware of and reads others body language and subtle emotional cues. 

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Conclusion

I am vastly more attracted to someone who has similar hobbies and activities

And is completely an individual and not someone who searches for superficial emotional support.

I am looking for a woman who is gorgeous, intelligent, athletic, knows what she wants, has a solid solicitude Ethos, A good hearted woman who has self awareness/self respect, and has respect for others while aware of other's emotional areolas. 

My Future That I am Fighting To Achieve.....

I desire to have  at least two Children...

Mira  Bell Athena  Tepes.

Talos  Bell Apollo  Tepes

MANOR HOUSE...

Around 6 or more bedrooms, with   

  multiple bathrooms. 3 to 4 car  

garage with dream vehicles.

Solar panels on roof. Individual

room AC units. Water tank built

in the entire house walls

connected to multiple filtration

and purification circulation

systems. Whatever is a long

term benefit will be considered.

OFFICE STUDIES -

  One for my Wife and the other 

one is for me. The office is our

escape caves from the outside

world and stress. Will have

multiple locks on the door.

  will be soundproof...

CHILDREN'S​ ROOMS...

They will have separate rooms

that they can Also escape from  

reality and Stress.

Will be  soundproof.

PLAY ROOM..

  Will Have All The Things For  

Any Entertainment Purposes;

Will Be Soundproof.

Beauty

Beauty is more than just in the eyes. It is in the soul. The soul of fate, destiny, and two wills colliding to form one aureola of true love. Love is not just being kind or generous. Love is passion, strength through connecting wills. Freedom of self expression without fear of the other not being able to express their difference between them. Yin and yang, good traits and bad traits. It's not about perfection but magnetic fields. Pushing apart at times, and pulling together at others. Acceptance to repel yet attach. Truth resonates with agreeable disagreement. Fights happen but love never dissipates. Don't know what the other is doing, trust in them with blind eyes, but faithful hearts. Bring forth wisdom from respect through screams, tears, anger, and forgiveness through mutual integrity. No force is stronger than passion for freedom of expression. Integrity is key to love. Knowing that one can trust without doubting the other. Faithful to you, respect for who you are, what you have different opinions, or beliefs, but passion for whatever reason from your aura. Aura that draws two opposites together and repel knowing that you don't doubt them when they are not around you. No matter what happens, two hearts entwined, two souls combined. Love is passion. Passion is what you do. If you want true love, than find the one who shares a passion you have. You don't have to mirror, but have one passion for anything. Be different but find and embrace the similarities. Disagreement is fine, agree to disagree, love by compromise, avoid disputations.

(Part 2) The Hierarchical Structures Of Human Pack/Herd Mentality

#2: The Subordinate's Various Personas

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The subordinate Personas are pretty much the same no matter what happens or where they are placed in the social hierarchical structures. They are all just followers that do not have free thoughts. They are drones that obey and nothing else. There is no real personality traits of the subordinates. It is like buying a robot that has no clue about what is going on beyond their own idols and leadership. Those who have power, are their controllers. No sense of self or abstract thoughts. They don't know what to do if they are placed in a position of authority, or are left to their own survival. They can't survive and they can't properly lead. It is just a matter of who is controlling the herd. It is pretty much the same no matter what you do. They typically can't handle responsibilities of their financial obligations or taking care of their own family. They have to be given and coddled by other people who are more productive and innovative. They take advantage of anyone who might be of convenience towards their own survival. Don't have them try to learn more about how something works out in long term situations. They are not capable of organization and planning long term problems. Their memories are very short term and they only have a six to eight second attention span. Which is why they can't handle anything else beyond the six to eight seconds of reasoning behind situations. This is why people make outlandish false accusations or mischaracterization of others, and will never stop believing the fallacious rhetoric. Even if it was constantly debunked by either the sources of the information or an accredible individual. They just can't think of anything abstractly. They live in a world of self denial, self misery, irresponsible habits. Without the leaders they would not survive. That is why only during times of abundance, they breed the most often. Which is the opposite of what the Alpha’s do. Surprisingly enough it seems like during times of strife the Alpha mates more than the lower ranking hierarchical mentalities, but not when there are an abundance of resources. The followers are prone to self-destructive behavior and nescience.

#3: The Beta's Various Personas

  

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  Contrary to what current society now categorizes Betas as, they are above the normal subordinate level and actually more assertive. The Betas are below the Alphas, their role in natural selection is of the body guards. The loyal servants of the rulers, who know that they are subordinate to the leaders, and will be loyal to any ruler that takes over. Their loyalty is with the Alpha's status than truly with the tangible individual. If the Beta begins to question the leader, especially if a new challenger intrigues the Beta, they will betray the Alpha for a new loyalty. Their loyalty doesn't necessarily stick, but may change if the Beta finds it convenient to do so. The thing about the Follower classes in the herd/pack mentality, is that of pure convenience. The followers, whether the true followers, or the Betas (which are both followers), always unconsciously behave in a survival mode of convenience. They don't necessarily look for any opportunities that may inconvenience them, even if in the future it will give them an advantage or prosperity. Their unconscious mind will wait until a convenient situation arrives, at the cost of rising above their current situation. They pretty much stay as followers, following whomever is the leader. Humans are different from the lower animals, in that abstract forms of leadership can take non tangible, and/or non Human replacement for the Alpha's role. This means that a Beta can take on a leadership role, while maintaining being a follower of something beyond themselves and their subordinate followers. Only, Humans are capable of replacing the leader of the group with something more abstract than based in reality. The Betas are manipulators and loyal enforcers. This means that they are aware of being a follower, as well as those followers that follow without inner monologues questioning what is being preached to them.

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I Can Never Vote For Trump (Or any political party ever)

                               Plutocrats Run Government --

     Politicians are aggravating and Plutocrats are the real government officials. Left, right, up, down. It is all the same BS sold in different packages. Do you have any idea about historical societies? Seriously! There is no such thing as a benevolent government. All the wealthy want you to raise the taxes, and be disarmed. The rich, almost every wealthy person votes for the same ideological views as the left. Barely any vote, nor ever have voted (barely anyone) for the right. Seriously! Turn your TV on, watch CNN, MSNBC, Fox, Vox, etc. Almost every billionaire, millionaire, Corporate Executive, News reporter, actor,  actress, musician, teacher, professor, Joe and Jane blow, vote for the left party's ideological views. I am not a conservative or Liberal. I am against ideologues period. Republicans piss me off, Democrats piss me off.
       The  things that Plutocrats and Politicians won't tell you, and only ever makes a blip on the news..... Are you a ready? To be a corporation you have to be incorporated by the national State Department. Wealthy people can bribe a politician to add in exemptions for regulations and taxes. So the wealthy prefer to have higher taxation, to avoid paying high taxes. They can even withdraw their money, and sell their assets, then move out of the country, or build a private island. The wealthy people hate the middle and lower classes. Majority of the wealthy people in first world countries are either first generation wealthy. There are less second generation wealthy and third generation wealthy people. They are nearly nowhere to be found. Because they either lose it all, almost lose it all, or rejected the wealth from their inheritance, or killed themselves. The kids are broken mentally, and either become drug addicts (Charlie Sheen, Lindsay Lohan, the Olsen twins, Britney Spears, Miley Cyrus, etc.) Their parents were too busy, or overly spoiled their own kids. Majority of the parents usually become estranged from their children, or don't pass on the inheritance to all of their kids, or they may give it to one of them. The reason being, the money itself doesn't equal happiness. The kids usually end up in the middle class or lower class.
         Corporations and Plutocrats use undocumented immigrants and refugees as cheaper labor. The reason factories left the United States of America, is because of cheaper labor. They exploit the lack of human rights in China, South East Asia, Mexico, Central America, South America, etc. Politicians and the Corporations are corrupt. Wealthy people are able to exploit the laws loopholes, that the wealthy had bribed the politician to write in the bill. The wealthy people want to disarm the population, strip all rights of citizens, so they can have desperate citizens that are willing to work for cheaper labor. It's both parties, and majority of the wealthy people. They vote Democratic (Political Left). Not all do. Just the majority of them. Donald Trump is guilty about the same things that I listed here in, as much as the others. He, maybe is trying to destroy the Plutocracy, just to be able to die with a clear conscience, and for Ivanka Trump to easily become President of the United States of America, when she runs. I still won't vote for him. I would consider voting for Ivanka Trump, because Donald Trump had his three eldest children raised in a middle class lifestyle. To give them a normal childhood, while he worked non-stop. For the same reason I explained about the children of the wealthy being ignored by their workaholic parents (Trump's father was also controlling). So, don't blame Trump for his eccentric tendencies, he is more stable than the average second generation wealthy child. Oh, he even lost his childhood inheritance and had to rebuild it on his own. I still won't vote for him.

How To Create Story Plot Structures

I am going to use my first manuscript to give a demonstration of how to properly structure a storyline. In doing these steps or at least following the many different formats for structuring a story.

Main Plot Structure: I mostly use the Hero’s Journey format. For an action adventure, it is the most widely used format. It is a very misused format, because it is just how all adventure stories are throughout history.

    Sub Plot Structure:  I use other formats like the Freytag's Pyramid for each subplot (chapters and parts). Each scene follows a step by step process. By maintaining an orderly process, I  maintain the flow of the scenarios and keep the plot moving forward by introducing problems for both the antagonist and protagonist. Both need to have their own point of view and sub story about what is happening on their end of the main story. Tension is necessary for character development and story progression.

Characters:  Characters are included in the outline as the story grows.

I start off with three known already flushed out protagonists/antagonists, and add new ones as the story progresses. Here is a list of the First Manuscript's Character Outline.     

   

Steps To Build The Story Outline

1. Start by organizing the story scenes
2. Write down the main antagonists
3. Rebuild the scene
4. Stretch the exposition throughout the story
5. Introduce a foreshadow of an obstacle
6. Create the first protagonist
7. Give the protagonist a personality
8. Create subplots that are consistent with the main plot, to push the main plot further out in the story
9. Expand on greater obstacles. Each obstacle needs to outdo the past ones
10. Don't worry about originality. Every story has already been told throughout history. The only thing that is unique is your version of the previous stories. Art is about the creators point of view and specific to their own voice.

First Draft Story Set up

Blood Lit Sky

Table of contents

The second volume

First-Draft Word count goal is

minimum 90,000  - 100,000 or greater

Government Is Not Benevolent - No Matter The Ruler

No Matter The Ruler

Nothing in reality is based on the beliefs that the collective socially accept as facts. Majority of the time they are basing their collective agreement on information, only on agreement, not factual tangible proofs. This results in sub cultural splits, anger, hostility towards opposition towards the disagreement with one another.

(Part 1) Natural Selection's Hierarchical Structures Opinionated / Thought Exercise

Natural Selection's Hierarchical Structures

Opinionated / Thought Exercise
  

Be Aware :

This is not to be taken seriously. This is opinion based only on the Author’s Point Of View. This Shall Not Be Interpreted As Being Pure Factual In Content. This Is The Right For The Author To Express Their Own Personal Perspectives And Share It Amongst Other People.

Introduction: The Hierarchy's Various Personas

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This is my contemplations about how I have observed and pondered on what various reasons and things that can explain how the herd hierarchical mentality can give the illusion of one of the various categories to seem to be of another one, which is not what is true amongst the external Intelligent Abstracted Minded Social Species ( Only The Human Species) can have a pseudo-Alpha / Pseudo-Beta / Pseudo-Omega - etc…
It's caused by having an abstract force replace the origins of the herd's hierarchical mentality (Religious beliefs, Political beliefs, Cultural beliefs, etc… ).

#1: The Omega's Various Personas

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     The bottom of the Hierarchical social class. They are the ones who are bullied, harassed, shunned by the other group members or they are the jokester, goofballs, entertainers, slackers, partiers, and the one who always wants to be playing than working. Which is why they are usually the most creative ones, though not necessarily the truth. There are multiple reasons for the personality traits to still be separated from the other sub personality traits of the Omega. Then there is the only pseudo hierarchical positions that only the Human species has. The pseudo hierarchical positions are granted to those who have exploited their own personality quirks and talents. The Omega of the group now can use its creative/artistic talent to become more accepted by the rest of the Human species. They can entertain while making wealth from the amusement. Typically they would be in the lowest lifestyle, but since the Human species is more abstract thinkers, they allow for more variety of different types of social norms. Humans break from the natural selection hierarchical mentality, but it doesn't mean that the Omega is able to cope with the mundane lifestyle of the higher ranking hierarchical mentalities. They though can adapt to the position a lot easier than the Subordinates and Betas. The next two levels are more restricted by nature than the other three. Though the Alpha is a mixed bag and is more complicated than the lower levels. The reason why will be explained later.